I was born in Johannesburg, South Africa in the 1960's. While South Africa is stunningly beautiful it has a troubled history. As a white child I experienced some of the best of my country but I was also affected by the suffering Apartheid created. The process of working on this autobiographical series has had a profound impact on me. Painting becomes cathartic where I recapitulate my life: old wounds are healed,
lost parts of myself are retrieved and a new understanding occurs.

 
Visual Biography: Growing up in South Africa
 
did i think my nanny was my mother
was she thinking of her own child
the shadow of apartheid
separates our realities
the veld has hidden dangers in its wild beauty
i was taught not to venture out
at victoria falls the monkey tricked me
i thought we were playmates until it bit me
in a language i could not understand
regina told her visitor
how to keep the tokoloshes away
it took years to see the hidden shadow
Oil on Panel -  12" x 12"
when i was sixteen school children in soweto
were shot for protesting discrimination
i carry my own guilt
i stand at the threshold of many cultures
searching for my place
i see a new kind of circle created in south africa